its not intensional its infactous
of things i know, i wish i could get, the idea of you.
you as in a whole, you loving me senseless.
knowing what i know, what i feel and you acting on it.
i got current tendencies, like i said they are unintensional.
Its the idea that a guy like you, will not fall for a girl like me,
im not doubting me, because if i were me, i would date me(lol).
but im believing that i dont fit in your idea of a perfect girl,
knowing that im good enough for you, and goping thet you see it.
thats why i dont linger onto feelings for people who i rate
cant accept/appreciate my humps and bumps.
expevting me to have ‘bootylicous ass’ and a ‘flat tummy’
but yet i fell for your bony ass
ive learnt to accept that we are different
but you fail to understand the beauty in diversity
hence we all dont look alike.
do you see my dilema?
its unintensional thoughts and habits that make me believe
that you will never fall for a girl like me.
thats when i dont give you a chance, i disreguard whats obvious,
but you know what they say
‘ignorance is bliss’.
i become nassty so i dont get hurt.
its not intensional,but the idea of you
is good enough in my head.